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Tuesday, 17 June 2008

Stayed at home trying hard to read up claw but just couldnt find the mood.
In turn, i craved for shows.. watched one episode of tian long ba bu..
then watched a korean movie 'virgin snow' ..

what a boring day.. of what i remember..

alittle update on yg.
he msn-ed me yesterday midnight saying that he decided to stay as friends..
and see what fate has install for us.. =.=

but i wasnt online,
so he called to tell me again.

Wednesday, 18 June 2008 & Thursday, 19 June 2008

Alarmed myself up at around 11am, trying to do claw still..
but it's just so confusing and i have no idea what to write about my parts..
then i messaged xiangying asking her and let her know how lost i am..
how relieving that message is that she's lost too and say we'll do it together in school..
felt so stress-free!

Started raining really heavily before i leave house..
even till i reached school at 3+..

seems like everyone havent finish or even started their part!
all agreed how complicating the caselaw is..
so we tried to figure out the questions that we have, explaining to each other..

time passes quite quickly,
around 6, huiling ask about the sleepover later on..
but suddenly she changed her tone,
and only has "erm, okay, orh, ehx.." to me..
I STILL cant get used to it!! ='[
seems like i have to get used to it..

i think its about 7 before i realise xgg's at kallang already.. =S

While group mates were looking up "receivership", i had a loooong discussion with hl..
everything's okay again..
how i wanted to leave right that moment!
but they seems to be ready to leave too.. so i still waited awhile..
yg keep banging our window throughout the project meeting, also came in feeling so stress asking for our audit project..

daniel "tricked" me into getting on the bus 75, saying it'll reach the 985 esso gas station busstop, but it didnt! i got little flustered 'cos ber say she's already on the bus 985 and i have to get to the busstop in time to board the bus! Rushed to the busstop while calling xgg to chat with him awhile.. just nice the bus came soon enough after i reached the stop..

ber bought soo many local specialties back ! not for me though, haha.

talked about her malacca trips~

heavy heavy traffic on the way too..

reached to see xgg at the busstop, standby'ing.

xgg and ber wanted to cook for me..
but this fella's sensitiveness to other people's comment worked up again..
and thus they were chased out of the kitchen by me..

got alittle 'xinku' after that.
was met with cold-ness.

mom came back and so i went helping her to cook kolo mee..
for both of them..
gave the very last small portion to daddy..
xgg didnt touch it.. =S

so i kept it away..

ber finished the noodles, still left sausages untouched by xgg.
i kept it away too..=S

almost.. almost.... cry

but xgg came in and agreed to eat..
i couldnt even finish that little noodles! =S

ber got bored and wanted to watch movie, found gremlins and started watching it.

oh, i was busy handling that lit' sis of mine, not wanting to sleep, then got even more mischevious with guests around, slept outside with us but totally with no intention of sleeping.
couldnt stand it and lifted her up into my room with xgg's help and stayed there with her till she fell asleep..

thinking that they might want to rest, i carried her back to my mom's room..
love the moments when she just woke up or something.. super sweet..

by the time i return to them, the movie's already coming to an end and i got quite sleepy too..

ber slept awhile after that, photos of my sleeping ber was taken and set as wallpaper =x

tried doing some projects, but not much progress too.

stomach is feeling hungry then~

after awhile xgg ask whether im hungry =X

and we all feel like going out to macdonalds.. but ber was pretty lazy to go out except when we suggested driving there! too much factors to consider so we didnt really drive illegally to mAc~

went down with xgg to check out the bicycle, which was half flat for the hind wheel.. after wasting much time, i suggested him taking me by the bike.

it would have been much easier with a better bike, but still its nice..
peaceful night with police petrol car spotted! glad didnt drive my dad's car in the end.

bought mcgriddles and xgg suggested asking hl to come down and go playground finish it..
walked the 2nd half of the return journey.. 'cos my butt pain, =x jk~

made a last great sprint back to home! just nice to meet huiling at the gate~

then off we went to the playground~ along with a small morning jog!

most of our time was spent on swings! so awesome!
hardly get to swing so carefree and what's more, with my two dearies!
sometimes just cant stop teasing ber, she's just too cute..
xgg actually swung so high! the highest so far !
huiling too! with our help of course~ hee.
i learned to hop off the swing too! amazing feeling..

then we went for see-saw..
its too hard to compete for this! huiling!

I guess its about 7 plus before we decided to go home?
got lifted up for a small distance by them both =.=
haha.

XGG and his evil idea got me totally drenched, of course with ber as the evil accomplice!
let them off since they were splashed by me too~ haha..
with the addition of free shampooing by me, feel honoured alright xgg!

huiling's too slippery to be caught! lucky her!..

without any choices, all three of us bathed.
Great times always have to end somehow! xgg packed up and we 3 went for soy bean milk and oily piece at lorong 26 for our little breakfast.. sent xgg to busstop for his bus home before huiling and I return home to catch our 50mins sleep!

Huiling's still with me 'cos of a project later on at 1030am, with everyone meeting up at my house.. I dont feel like i had any sleep when i heard lots and lots of disruption at 1030, xy called twice, 1030alarm and Hi-fi alarm.. arrghs..
changed, open the door for xy, call huiling up and soon i found myself back onto bed again.
heard hl and xy talking, forgot what hl said to me, saw yw asking what floor are we at, saw xgg's message, but still i continued sleeping and nobody wake me up! woken up by mummy's call to send her the name of her medicine.. everyone is out there already! gosh.. cleaned up and sat down with them..

I dont know the whole day were my brain not functioning well or just that my normal brain-blank illness attacked me again, i seem like i didnt contribute at all =S

xy keep talking to me about other parts while i wanted to listen to what hl they all are discuss about, in an attempt to catch up..

had canadian pizza for lunch! im soo lack of money right now.. borrowed/pocket-money 10 bucks from daddy to return the pizza money.. before that, i had a hard time finding money from my piggy bank to go for breakfast.. =X
[ohhh, talking about this, i over-threw my wallet which is now currently behind my piano.. havent try taking it out....]

dont know but i feel alittle history-repeating again in conversation with xgg this late afternoon. =S

took a very long time to finish the part for "interest rate risk"..
the girls got hungry and somehow they decided to order delivery again, this time pasta mania..
i rejected, 'cos mom bought food back for me too.
so while they're choosing what to order, i slept at the sofa.

by the time i woke up, their food is here..
and since the time i woke up, huiling didnt really talk to me..
only when i ask her what she eating..
busy chit-chatting with her girls, i went to lie awhile in mom's room..
guess sometimes ber really has nothing to talk to me.. =[

well!
get used to it wxj~ =]

they left at 10+ near to 11 ?

and so i came online here to talk to bloggy~
just finished my dinner..

got to make sure i finish something before i sleep tonight bloggy!

Reports reports reports bloggie!

yepx ! TESTS are all OVER now! great!
and I have to rush my reports here.. =S


Sunday, 1 June 2008, humid day.

Xiaogorgor came my house for studying, after his iceskating competition event~
congrats him for getting very very good results!
Brought him to my room, as it is really warm outside and noises really are distracting.
My table was kind of small, so I let him use it while i just study on my comfy bed.
After around 1 hour i guess, xgg got so tired and after my permission, slept for 30mins.
Didnt really study too, as I went to print tests papers and sort out my notes.
Woke him up 45mins later and we're back to study~

Not really with my permission, Wobbly wilson laze up on the bed to study!
Not bad i think, that we did really study something.. he finished his PFS and I finish my Cashflow.. before we got no mood to continue studying..

Previous attempts of studying at my house were always futile, in some way or another they will always laze around and even fell sleep, even if they are in my living room.

7plus in the night, its about time for him to go home.
Xgg came back asking about why the lights of my toilet couldnt be on!
A sense of cheekiness rose up in me and I follow him to the toilet, exclaiming that it can be on!
With both of my hands, i on both of the button at the same time.
Just in case you didnt know, there's another switch in the toilet~
You can imagine how surprise he is! hahahaha, this is soo fun!

And what happens after that is.... he..........

[ the rest are all NC16, so not allowed in this blog, read it in the private blog if you're permitted. ]

HAHA!
JUST kidding.

He got me when I tried to on the switch again and tickled me till I shout "sorry xgg" for mercy! hmphs.. shall let it go since i fooled him all the way.. =D

Seeing him left his pencil case on my piano, i decided to stay silent for awhile =X
hee~
As he is about to leave, I say im gonna make him "come back to me".. wahahaahaa! =x
After so much hesitation and in addition to me wouldnt tell him what is going on, he went down.
Hurriedly, I grab his pencil case and saw my earpiece to remember that his earpiece is still with me~
Then, with both things in my hands, i shouted down to him..
Showing him the first item, i flung the earpiece to and fro..
Then the second item.. lol!
Yeah, he turn speechless[LOL!], and ask me to "OPEN THE DOOR LAR!"
MISSION ACCOMPLISHED!

Somehow, just dont feel like going back i guess, we sat at the door there, looking at the lifts going up and down. Predicting whether its my family as they went out in the afternoon.
Heard countless times of someone closing its door, a particular car i mean. So many such that it feels eerie that the door is being closed again and again and again and again and again.......

Finally, the unknown them stopped closing the doors and took the lift up.
xgg guessing they will stop at storey 8, so i chose 4..
Who knows, unexpectedly, it stops at my floor ! We jump up just in time to welcome them at the door, lol!
So the ghostly closing of doors are done by my family!
'cos they drove the new car back! and the inner light wouldnt go off when they close the doors, thats explains the eerie frequency!

Its much bigger than they mentioned! so nice!
Sent xgg to the busstop then return to play around with the car~
Sat at the driver seat, I on the car, test the media player, tried to open the the the.. window above my head? The car is so much higher and bigger than the previous car, i dont think i would dare to drive this car even if i pass my license! 'cos i couldnt really see the back of the car though i turned my whole body to the back!

Anyway, enough of that and I got back to study for my AFA~ slept at 610am, woke up at 630am. Test is at 8am~

p/s , sometimes, i wonder if we were overly close as just friends..


Monday, 2 June 2008

you can imagine how tired i am, so i slept till 5 after getting back home and eating alittle lunch.

Gotta start CLAW, hate company law as its all theory and application.
Read the whole book for the relevant topics..
I think i used around 5 hrs for this module..
and I slept.. for tomorrow's paper at 130~

Tuesday + Wednesday + Thurs, 3 & 4 June 2008 + 5 June

CLAW was easy, kind of out of expectation!
5plus reach home, yet no mood to study.
watched alittle tv, slack here and there..
couldnt get my hands of the computer too!
Until xgg like was waiting for me to catch up with him, then i started rushing at around 7plus..
he's at topic 4 and i didnt touch TAX at all..
9plus or 10 i reached topic 3, slowing down again..
Dont feel like blogging about tests now~ =S
ALright, so finish finished reading topic 4 at 2 am..
started topic 5.. got really tired at 3plus, slept, and dont know why there's no alarm, or i didnt hear it.. miraculously, i actually woke up at 6plus~
Bathed and continued ~
Paper at 130 too, so I studied till about 11 plus.. before going school~

Daddy and family fetch me to school! Its my first time after so many days that I sat in the car for a ride!
However, the car is kind of jumpy =S and was tired, so didnt go enjoy the ride..
TAX's not as well done as I expected, but its okay~

After test, xgg accompanied me to the back busstop to take the 985 bus, as I dont really feel like going back with yg who's waiting for me at the school busstop. However he took a bus to the 985 busstop, so I still went home with him. Once we got on the bus, yg started to continue the accident that happened to his neighbour, an old lady who fell and bled alot, and while he was saying how big the lump was on her head, he shifted his hand towards my head. Of course, naturally i dodged and gave him a what-you-wanna-do!? look. He responded that he's NOT trying to touch me but just want to show me how big that lump is.. Let him be with a little bit of unwillingness, BUT! he still touches! =S and not just 1 second touch somemore, and i cant stand it and say okok! i know already! The way he look at me, sometimes, alittle of uneasy.. I didnt respond to him alot, kind of tired also.. He then decided to alight at the nearest busstop to change for his bus home, commenting that he'll let me sleep since I didnt respond to him also.. A tiny sense of guilty, but I didnt stop him from alighting too, just explain that yar, im really tired.. Couldnt fall asleep even though was really tired.. reached my stop very soon..

Reached home, tv-ed and sat on the massage chair.
Im old, alright, feeling soreness all over.. lie lie.. and I got so sleepy I only send an "oki" to xgg..
Dragged myself back to bed and slept till 10plus..

I dont feel like studying at all!
Probably 'cos studied too much, too bored and its the last paper and its at 4pm!
Chatted awhile with dajie on phone, discuss about meeting up and watch movie the next day.
Continued surfing net after that! Told xgg that im not studying at all yet.. and he actually came up with "teach me" strategy! good one, xgg.. =.=
Pushed myself to start touching AUDIT at 130am.. recalling just the day before, 130, i have already finished topic 4~ and now im just starting..
230 xgg called and ask me to teach that 1 topic.. gosh, i really cant teach! brain blanked, part of it is 'cos i dont remember what ive studied and the rest is my own factor.. always brain stopped working for impromtu cases. Somehow turn out to be him teaching me =X sorry wasnt very focusing 'cos cousin catherine was talking to me over at Australia about me going over to study after i graduated. Continued studying after half hr of teachings..
oh, lit' sister woke up halfway throught the call! Asking whether can I off the lights..
Couldnt sleep, she got up and ask me why am I still not sleeping, asking this and that.. haha.. then ask why her teacher say must sleep early before test.. I got hungry and pass the fried rice that's been on my table since i had some for my dinner to my sister, asking her to help me heat it up. She took quite awhile before coming in to ask whether would i want milk.. She say her teacher ask them to drink Milo so to be energetic.. I think Milk is what people drink to sleep, isnt it? haha, i canttt drink.. im still like at topic 3 only.. She got herself milk and started doing her work, so sweet that she'll be so initiating in doing homework.. lol, probably i affected her~ all the way till 6 then she ask that im still not sleeping yet? YES! im duper tired already, been dozing off.. and so i close my file for topic 4 and drop dead on bed with sister.. pulled myself up at 8, bathed and continued topic 4.. 9 plus moved on to the last topic, slackily finished it at around 12.. yg was very right, audit is one that you wouldnt understand what have you studied after reading everything.. Audit is kind of very theory too, and so i dont like! im much musculine, preferred computation, mathy stuffs.. haha~ I studied to the very last minute before rushing to school..


Thursday, 5 June 2008, Rainy day.

Aud paper, though they only ask for definition and 3 factors, 4 marks, not asking for explanation. But i still elaborated the 3 factors, just 'cos i got all the information in my head and i so dont want to waste it. crapped for Qn2, at a weightage of 10marks, length wrote is the same as the 4 marks.. lol!

Overall still manageable ? Others used little time to study! Huiling studied like 3 or 4 hrs, xy 5 hrs, yw andrea also not as much as me!? Alright, im really very sloow =S

Met dajie at the busstop! He really slimed himself! Hope he dont hurt himself anymore in the process.. and how could I! how could i forget that xgg and dajie have met each other! lol! somemore ate together , yeah i remember it very well now~
and today is the first time yg and dajie met~

okay, we got onto the bus, going Cineleisure to watch 740pm's Made of Honor~
On the bus, started having long talks to update, basically, my life.. 'cos he's having lots of saliva that he doesnt want to talk.. lol!
Sent him the latest patch for yg's case? his last patch is on yg giving me the shirt and necklace from thailand, which is like almost 4 months now?! how frustrated I am recently due to him..

Met dajie's big bunch of friends who gave him appreciation gifts for some camp..
and we ate at kobanyashi~ and rush to lvl 9.. With the lifts taking its own sweet time, we got into the theatre at 8pm.. movie has already started~

Made of Honor is nice? haha, though we couldnt think of any parts that left the deepest impression on us, and though the story plot can be quite common.. but somehow still like it.. simple and nice? somehow dajie commented that he actually thought of me and wilson linking to the movie. =.=" that wilson is also popular among girls..zzz.. lol!

walked over to Shaw tower, had 2 drinks, a cake and talks! Somehow it'll always come back to mine, saying what mine is more enticing?! ... but i still direct it back to him.. about his thailand trip.. his family.. and 'cos of his family, I updated him that i lost my phone.. yeah he still didnt know.. haha~ and mentioned about how my mom and I quarrelled and how she hugged me. I made another guy cried =S yeah, until now then i realise that he can be easily affected with relationships, especially family matters.. 1140~ gotta leave just in case there's no more mrt~ he pass me the present he bought in thailand.. and off we go~

slept early tonight at 2am, 'cos very tired.. but didnt wake up energized.. at 12pm..


**dajie mentioned that.. only that i am not sure of my own feelings.. is it true? I said having feelings for someone should be heart racing every time, misses and wanted to be with him.. and i dont seem to have much? he rebutted that im a stereotyper! =.=" i dont know.. nas nas did tell me that feeling jealous doesnt mean liking someone, but just 'cos too used to being close with someone.. which one should be the correct analysis for me now? ... =S


Friday, 6 June 2008

Yep! woke up at 12 plus~ lazed till 1..
surf around the net, playing with whiteboards..
waiting fer ber and xgg to finish exams before we go out!
Decided to watch Kungfu Panda at 440~
I booked the tickets online first, before bathing, hot day so dont need to be so surprised i bathed!
Rushed out of house as its already 350! IT says that the booked ticket will be auto un-booked if you didnt retreive it 45mins before the movie starts! Reached the counter like 405pm, and the booking's still valid! Filmgarde lied! haha~

Went washroom to take my own sweet time, re-tied my messy hair due to all the rushings..
Made my way down and ber called! just nice, i walk over and sit down at the ground floor while waiting for them to come in.. seems that they have a nice trip! =D

Kungfu Panda was rather amusing! nice~
Made a call to mummy, to see whether can they bring us to tanjong rhu for dinner~
In return, I have to help godmother buy food for xiongxiong~
Its not as easy as I think! She doesnt know which brand, the only fruity fruity food, as well as the only one that the guy on duty gave me, wasnt the correct one!
Ran back and couldnt find one that's more suitable than the one i bought, and so return to the car..

The two sisters arr.. teased about my voice again! =S
Im born like that, yucky voice and small volume.. If can i also want to adjust my voicebox!
hmmm, i always talk so much mannered and thus softer to godmother, father, those aunties uncles.. =S


okayy.. nice dinner~
feel little tired.. took some photos at the busstop~
and off we go to orchard swensens for another round!
ICECREAMS!
but im full~ dont feel like taking any other stuffs..
maybe CT shrunk my stomach too ~

so they had 2 topless 5 and 1 earthquake!!
3 person only somemore~
lol! applauses for them!

xgg's jie came over too, had alittle earthquake~
the more i see her, the prettier she get wor.. maybe she's not wearing t-shirts this night~

I stopped them in sending me off to busstop, and instead i send them halfway to their busstop~

reached home to find a cockroach climbing over the sofa!
sofa! with all his germs!
i placed all stuffs in the kitchen, plugged out my earpiece, continue listening to songs, wore my specs, took out 2 pesticide and moved over to the sofas.
As i almost gave up waiting for it to come out, he climbed into the hole in between the sofas and its cushions. i sprayed quite awhile into the opening.. no movement.. tried again..
Taking the badminton racket from the side, i swung the cushion 1 by 1 away.. still no sight of it..
pulled the whole seat out alittle, still nothing.. I stood at the chair by the side and i saw him..
so he's dying ler.. jumping here and there.. =S
i thought of the advertisement, and imagined all its germs and viruses falling onto the sofa! gosh.. I sprayed alittle more to stop it faster..

I must be sounding so cruel now!
but cockroaches, i just cant let them in my house.. flying all over me.. not just scaring people but also to bring all the dirty germs into the house.. the sofa should be quite unhygenic now.. plus my pesticides spray.. =S


Bathed, clean up my room alittle, on fm 92.4, on my aircon, on my laptop~
very refreshed and enjoying right?
Mummy called and ask me go out to take a bite .. =.=
but think of just accompany them so agreed~

who knows!
reached the carpark to realise we have company..
auntie zhong and her hubby and big uncle!
just came out from kuching~
auntie zhong started asking whether did I learn car..
mummy answered for me.. yes~
then ask how now?
then mummy answered again.. she failed lor!
then they started laughing.. =.=!

why failed ! failed how many times !
M'sia got guaranteed pass one leh! hahahaha!

=.=!!
Mummy was like praising cousin catherine for being so daring, passed at first attempt.
then me not daring enough.. and how i mount kerb =''[

yeah, i wouldnt dare to drive parents car out even without learning at all.. Yet catherine long can drive other people around, even dash traffic lights~ haha, thinking of the past... hmm..

havent even settled down at the coffeeshop and big uncle started smoking.. i sat at the far end from him, yet wind still blew all the smoke to me.. Cried to mom that i JUST bathed! =S
the food isnt nice, all duper salty, hor fun is watery.. just cant wait to go home..

Send auntie zhong and her hubby to godmom's hse~
saw xiongxiong sooo excited in seeing us!
aww.. he's damn cute can!!? too bad he's not mine.. haha..
twin cousins jeff and alan are still up.. haha they still look handsome without their hair!
they went NS~
Cheeky xiaoqi dont know purposely continue sleep or what, resulted in me to carry her up.. her whole body is perspiring! and yet she got very awake once we reach the car~ =.=


Home sweet home at 2am~
xgg's still online! ber's offline already..

continued with inserting the whiteboard links to this blog while chatting with xiaogorgor..
he's really making me wonder wonder what questions does he really has on mind!!
Telling me that must meet up to ask... =S
I must have been thinking too much again..
or am I not?
Sunday he'll tell me a thoughty report ?
about me?!
sometimes i cant stop myself in thinking in that direction.. =S

while everyone's tired, starting to ask the "not yet sleeping?" questions..
i told him im playing with whiteboards~
and drew him this~

http://imaginationcubed.com/loader.php?aDrawingID=72144383b7c8d85f04f076d37b298c17&from_email=angel__ger@hotmail.com&from_name=xjj

who knows he actually fell asleep.. lol!
its okay, so Im off to sleep too!

yippe!! at last finish this 3275 words blog post! one whole afternoon!


that's all for today bloggie!