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For the very first time, I really shopped at EBAY.
For the very first time, I grab my courage and clicked on the confirm order for overseas shipment! (despite the risk of getting wrong item /even not getting anything)
For the very first time, I used my PayPal account! Transferred money from i-banking to PayPal account. No fees were charged for DBS bank transfer.

USD22 for the item, USD22 for the delivery.
I did some research, it should be quite a catch out in the market!

18November2010. I made my payment after confirming with the seller that they do ship to Singapore.

Patiently, I waited.
Impatience grew, and counting down the days I should receive and comtemplating whether would there be any error in the shipment, lost carriage or something.
Everyday checked eBay and PayPal AND United States Postal Services for the same information. "In Progress".. "Shipment Accepted in LA"..

Oh yes, I am delighted with how convenient PayPal is! FOC bank transfers. Easy payment for eBay purchases. No credit card information needed. All you need to do is to enter your PayPal account username and password. And the way they present their services, just make you feel SECURE. They also have the buyer protection policy in place for further security to buyers.
In a way, you can think, that both the seller and buyer trade via PayPal account, and if anything goes wrong, PayPal can easily step in to help! I believe they might even just grab the Seller's money from their PayPal account & return me. haha, thats what i feel, thats how much security they give me. =D

PayPal also indicate the eBay transaction no., even the tracking no. and status for the delivery! (thats why i've been checking PayPal too)

OKOK enough said, the MOST exciting part is still how my sister passed the parcel to me at 9pm? I least expected that!! how "FINALLY" i told myself..

Cant control myself from jumping around!!

CANT WAIT to try it out!
So happy! everything looks good, item feels GREAT! =D

Alright, I shant beat around the bush anymore.

Hereby present the one I've been wanting for sooo long... ....

Babyliss Pro Ceramic Tools Curling Iron 1 1/4 Inch.

OKAY, I know you dont feel excite for just this iron curler. =P

But its all the online shopping, delivering from USA and most importantly, something that I always wanted. No words can describe my excitement.

I shall bath and try how this curler works now! HEH. xD

daisy blogged @ 9:49 PM

Ah Blog,

I am happy. Our communication turns out well this time. =)

daisy blogged @ 12:51 PM

The ability of compromising.

It is a very powerful ability when two people have not-so-perfect communication.
No two beings is perfectly compatible for each other.

whenever we see a pair that seem to be made perfect for each other, whether it is based on looks, personality, goals, or attitude, please do keep in mind that these are not the only factors that make the couple so great together.

Its the power of understanding, power of communication and definitely, power of compromising.

Dont ever think that to compromise is to lose part of yourselves! every relationship, be it friendship or love relationship, consists of infinite sacrifices. And why sacrifice? it is to keep the relationship going strong, physically and mentally.

Of course, talking about sacrifices, nobody can judge whether that one person is sacrificing too much or too little. Perhaps, by sacrificing, one gets to help the other succeed, whom in turn "compensate" by appreciating. <- Yes, appreciating is a powerful ability too!

What would be so bad about that? As I said, no one being is perfect, we live in harmony and lovingly because each of us take a step back whenever theres a dispute. Theres always a saying, why let one negative emotion takes charge and hurt our very precious loved ones? Its never worth it.

Indeed, I may envy that couple whom husband never ever win a fight before, not because he cant or that he's in the wrong, but just that he dont see a point in doing so when he has already won her heart.

However, sadly, in present and all common relationships, this is so hardly understood and achieved between couples. Yet we cant just conclude that these couples do not love as much as the said husband. But probably in a pointless way. or maybe that is how one understands more about each other? Love is just such a complicating subject, isnt it?

Coming back to compromising, one should not compromise if one feels taken advantage of or has been wronged very badly. While you compromise, there should be mutual respect for both parties, complete honesty in how you feel and think, and most importantly, you compromise for the good intention!!

What I believe is, if both parties are willing to take turns to compromise or even just a sincere "sorry" for the fight, take turns to resolve the dispute and initiate to heal each other (hugs and kisses! and a lot other tiny sweet actions~), of course with a good talk afterwards, each relationship will grow and deepen further in the soul and spiritual way, wont they?

Yes, I understand all the above statements may not be strong enough to represent every situation and every couple, and there would definitely be alot of "unless.." and "buts..", however, these are just what I am thinking and feeling at the very current moment! =]]

So, good luck to all couples, friends out there! =)

What do you think of the saying, "Dont be afraid to Love! Dont care about what others think, mushiness will never never be outdated! Slight revenge is a good thing, if it comes with a good intention." ?

daisy blogged @ 11:11 AM

no sound from him..
still playing?..
its late, you have to get up early tomorrow dear..
have slept?..
thats fast, or too tired to give me a message..

have been really "sian" this evening..
thought of having a talk with him, perhaps also some motivation to get started with studying.. but I forgot he was waiting for peiyi and charles.. and he reminded me by saying they are here..
so nothing i can do.. really stuffed up inside.. messaged friends.. didnt help much..

perservere. start reading and the mood will come. quoted.

daisy blogged @ 12:31 AM

hey bloggy..
right this second, im surprised that im here again.

Am I going back to my normal self?
that me who shares all my thoughts and everything with you, doesnt matter if any being is reading?
ya know, its always where you can just continue all day and night talking everything about yourself, and you know it will still be there, listening, without any complains, any messages-pop-up, any schedule but you. =D

the lens, right! it fits great! as my first pair! yes, it is not obvious as my family none found out yet! probably we have not gone out together for them to realise it under the sun. So i guess you know how well it blends in ! it does make my eyes slightly bigger and more define.
It would be near to perfect if I give points based on my way of life - "being natural".. probably I will try something bolder next time~
but it is soo dry to my eyes on the second day! I dont know did i cleanse it the correct way or was it soaked well enough, but it just make me feel uncomfortable less than 10 hrs, and even within an hr on the third day (today). hopefully it wouldnt cause any side effect.

I participated in a run yesterday for the first time in my life! no training, no anticipation, no excitement except when i was thinking that i will be using my new running shoes to run! had initially going to sign up for the 12km run, however slots were out for xgg's men 12km category. therefore I turn to the shorter 4.6km run. While bathing earlier on, I was thinking, could there be a chance that xgg done it intentionally?

It was yesterday, I see how bad the outcome would be if I had taken part in 12km. 1km or so through the route, I would be panting like hell, and jogged amusingly slow. Probably peiyi and oli will have to slow down every now and then to wait for me.. I would then be asking them to move on without me.. Perhaps they wont for the first 4km.. then they will head off cos its just overly slow.. and impossible for them to complete their target of completing the race within 2 hrs.. xgg would have been nowhere in sight even before our run.. that time, I would be dying for some mp3 for myself, whether for comfort or for companion, yes I would.. feeling everyone passing by me, everyone whom I think might have done worse.. yet I would still be trying hard to motivate my forever-so-weak legs to move faster.. therefore a mp3 to shut myself to myself would be ideal.. maybe till I am almost recovered I would run again..

Half way through, I would have seen no more shadows around, perhaps a few whom were there for morning jog/walk.. that point of time, I might be thinking of just changing my route to the exit of the trail, take a seat at the hut, pouting my lips while still trying to motivate my own mood.. which probably wont succeed especially after seeing them back, giving me a very surprise face asking why I came back and not complete the run.. ..

MAYBE i could still push myself to continue the run to the last round 4.6 route, but I really dont know how to imagine myself to seeing any Salomon runners there, be it 4.6 or 12km runner. Mascots probably have alot of time to cheer just for me, while I gave them a mere smile and look back at my own route.. hoping xgg dont come back to look at my pathetic state.. yet.. . I think I needed him.. I feel like crying now.. I dont know what I can do to reverse or change anything.. I jogged.. tears flow.. no one to see anyway.. should I take out the bib so they thought I am some other runner and not give comment? I think I would prefer xgg to bring me a sack to hide my face while they cheered (for sure) for me while I jogged/dragged myself past that finish line.. .. ..

My lips would be at very down moon-like position for the remaining time, the 3 probably still continuing chatting among themselves about the different amusing runners.. awkward a bit here and there.. xgg could also be thinking he shouldnt have brought me out.. that nothing they say would cheer me up.. ohhhhh that will be such a disastrous!!!! =XXXX

So xgg foresee everything, knowing that I hell cant challenge that run, and hell I wont run myself, and hell I wont let him accompany me when I know he very much very much prefer to run 12km.. .. I would probably stay at home myself.. thinking about their run and all that they are experiencing..

so that is why he kept the truth and run 4.6 with me..

Alright, but from my understanding, xgg wouldnt go to this extent for me yet.. .. ... so, really glad things turn out this way.. the only pity is xgg not being able to have the full run.. =(
but glad i completed the 4.6km, jogging non-stop for the last stretch! =D
so shant care about the disgraceful walking and panting during the run.. hee=x

wow.. this is long post..

Currently, I feel my life very empty. I want to fill something up in my life. shall see what I can do for that. =)

daisy blogged @ 11:14 PM

OLD BLOG!

haha. im being random here now!

Just finished my dinner, roast duck rice, and looking at my new item in front of me, I just cannot hide my excitement and since I have no one to share to (or rather I chose not), Im here!

"FreshKon Colors Fusion" - Sparklers, Brilliant Brown!

oops.. dear bf messaged me to bath, later!

alright, here I go again..
I have thought the box is something similar to the size of my dailies contact lens/one-day acuvue lens box, but when I was admiring it just now, I realise its so petite! rather cute I must say! =D

or is it just 'cos of blind love? =x

Alright, shall open it gently now!

LOL!
the box is sooooo much smaller than my clear lens box, yet the lens container itself is like 2 times larger ! I am amused..

Excited yet slight fear of wearing this coloury thing. hope it looks well and feels well! shall wait till the start of my holiday - 13th November to officiate this lens.

I bought two pair since I have different degree for each eye, total of $50, and uncle is kind enough to give me a free 60ml lens cleanser and lens case after hearing its my first time trying need-to-wash lens~ xiexiexie! appreciate sooo much as I had a hard time getting some samples/small bottle from bf and colleague..

Bloggy feels bored that I feel excited for just buying one stuff? Its just excites me for accomplishing one of the things on my to-get-list! like the very first period of excitement is after poly? Items Accomplished:(referring to my old excelworksheet "my wants")
- my first leggings
- external harddisk
- new accounts for savings
- debit card
Cool that I did it~ but still didnt get myself pantyhose, that type of shoes im thinking of - dont remember which type i was thinking of, & more clothings - will never be enough isnt it?

How can I be proud of myself so easily!
Nevertheless, there're still quite some stuffs I would like to geT! =DD

http://www.scriblink.com/index.jsp?act=phome&ld=1&rid=10075&cid=12838

tata~

daisy blogged @ 8:28 PM