Missing you-

bloggie,

then again, to be fair, it feels damn sweet that he called the night before, after his shower. =]]

daisy blogged @ 12:46 AM

BLOGGIE,

Really tried to study, but no more than 1 sentence is absorbed by my brain each time.
It is too filled with, us.

Today, the more I felt that he does not seem to be that enthusiastic in messaging me. 7pm after I replied "Yes yes takin le!" to his "HAD your dinner?" , I thought I would receive a praise or any other reply, but none.
SO i guess he's probably caught up in dinner and gatherings, that's why wasnt appropriate to reply.

Waited till 10 plus, finally a reply, but sadly, it was already a message thats asking me to "grant" him to sleep...

That first moment, I felt anger, after so many hours of waiting, he has actually prepared himself to sleep, it seemed that the past few hours even moments before he thought of sleeping, he didnt think of me..

Didnt want to reply him, but I still do, keeping my calm, and asking him with a little sarcasm, "oh u r home le ar."

Brain telling me not to feel surprise if he didnt reply.

He did, and admit that he's actually home since 7.. I dont know if he knew why I ask that. I wonder do he know I am waiting for him..

Upset i am, that he's home all these while and nothing, no message from him. At this time, mind starts to think wild, trying to think why didnt he think of me. or was it on purpose? or he just dont feel like doing so.. cant find a good excuse for him..

Really feel like shutting him out of my mind for long..

After what feels like a long moment to me, I still replied him, "u nv used to dun msg me.. wads goin on recently o?"

Yes, months ago, I would go straight into emotionally-breakdown mindset that he dont like me anymore and I would choose to not reply him, or act nothing happened and say nights....... or got angry and say "ORH.. fine.. go enjoy your sleep then"

I still do think of the reason that he dont like me much now. =(

But I learned from him, "to ask, dont assume" - so thats how I tried to ask him instead of me flaring up due to my own stupid thoughts..

His Reply "Hmm... cos you studying? Cos you could dont message so I trying to not message?"

My Last Reply "Try fer wad.. cos i studying so u leave me alone.. tinkin all e tm where are u, why so cold?... how to study? nvm bar.. msg only if u wan to bar.. nights"

His Last Reply "Cos u hav ppl calling you every night.... or maybe just used to... now I nt sure... nights..."

I dont know if he's telling the truth.. If those are the reasons why.. I see reflections of myself.. where is he?

I have been the one expressing my emotions about him messaging so many people so frequently, emailing his ex-crush instead of emailing me. Not that he did any changes cos of me..

Due to that, I have been trying to balance my life by engaging and putting effort into my r/s with others. Alright, I must say, I never initiate to contact anyone of them, but probably the only difference is to reply a little more.

He has always knew I prefer and enjoyed speaking on phone than through messages. And he had explicitly told me off couple of times he disliked that and dont want to do so. =(

And I have made countless of tries and confirmations to know that he "dont mind" how I engage with others!
He had "truthfully" answered "okay ar" when I asked if he's okay with it. That's how I started ranting to him and others how he "dont care" about me?

Now, all the sudden he uses this "other people have been calling me" as a reason for him not contacting me, seem a bit far-fetched.

It is so UNFAIR!!! He taught me how to ask before assuming, why didnt he try to ask or express to me before making that unfair decision!

He didnt give me a CHANCE, and he sentenced me by cutting away his love... for the SECOND time!

Say who's putting on mask now? ...... =(

I just want to hao hao ai ta.. and be shared and involved in his daily stuffs and rantings.. why is it so difficult..

I am trying to train my emotions nowadays.. hoping I can get more patience and wisdom.. I need his help still! I cant succeed with him letting go every second..

Somehow I suddenly felt he does like me, thats why he is affected with me getting calls from others. And with this, I felt that we still have possibilities.. Once again, and yet so easily, I am filled with hope... =)

*hope WE can make it right again~*

daisy blogged @ 11:51 PM

i miss him.

in whatever sense.

daisy blogged @ 5:47 PM

hihi blog,

despite my previous rantings, i was actually feeling bliss.

Although that chalet I almost chose to flight again, he spent quite sometime to help me understand the situation and how I can deal with it.

I dont feel that I am being ignored this time round with them, and I gave myself a try to open up more to them.

Peiyi also seem to have accepted me and included me in their fun, I enjoyed and laughed even though my facial expressions have been numb too long to laugh naturally. I even feel myself's back to insist in sending her home too! =]]

He was very quiet with me alone, probably cos he was too caught up with his messages through out that night and the day after. Did feel lonely, but he held me beside him which made me feel much better.

During the lunch, I feel myself closer to him as he actually shared some stories about his mom with me. He also filled me up with whats happening thats causing all the flood of messages. Maybe due to that (feeling included and informed), I am stronger in waiting for his non-stop messages and until what feels so long, I managed to put my thoughts across to him, peacefully.

Fascinatingly, that short period after, we could seem to joke around and never seem to have any negative emotions among us. yes, both of us. He would share stuffs with me, encourage me, cheer me up when I am upset. Even if i am alittle upset with him. Thats new~

told my friend we are doing amazingly well now~..

I shared the video to him, finally. I almost got negative about my anticipation of his "non-appreciative". He somehow made me stronger and led him to the link. He wasnt cold knowing about the video afterall! ^^ p/s i didnt purposely choose the photos cos of ur hair ar! =p

YTD i let my pek-cek ness run again.. cos he invited me for a game with peiyi.. I wasnt that into it at this point of time when I am trying to study..

Games, though said to entertain oneself, can be referred to bonding session too. I wasnt sure about myself trying to bond right now, perhaps it feel more like going for the sake of him. Nothing negative about peiyi or anyone, definitely. but just feel pek cek at this point of time, just like how my mom would ask me go here and there, during my study period. I would "say" her too..

But he seem to be quite upset with me.. and turned cold.. I feel really difficult to hold him now.. Once he's upset, theres nothing i can do, or nothing he will do at the moment..

I dont like this kind of cold punishment, you know cold = no feeling..

Amazing for a moment, and the next moment, helpless.

I could never bring him back to how he used to like me, could I?

I wish I could know more of whats going through his mind and all..

If only just any one of us could have no temper.. =x

*I have no control over him now, guess I am losing him...*

daisy blogged @ 3:17 PM

Dear blog,

Its been long since I last talked to you.
Random sudden thoughts. and here I am, needing a listener again.

4 a group, it seemed to be a perfect pair-pair outing.
but in this case, its both pair-pair and triple-alone outing.

At times, I need to let him go, watching him running away from me, towards them.

2 outings I had been to.

1st is to watch him running off to support and accompany them run back to the finishing line.
Sat at the kerb, preparing myself to cheer for them when they are reaching the finishing line. But time ticks by and loneliness grew..

Off i go, walking back to the running track, hoping to meet them sooner..
There i spot them, him jogging beside them, giving his fullest support. Excited i am, that I finally could join them.
But before I could say anything, they are gone, behind me, away from me.
Suddenly, I dont know what to do.
1 saw me and "hey" but none stopped.
it was then i realised i had made the worst decision....
No choice but to turn back and return as if I have mental problem to walk up and down the track, and everyone must be thinking how slow I am as I am still having the 5km tag on me.

No one came back for me.. not until I finished walking the return route at the slowest pace.. I felt embarrassed, discouraged and down to look for them again..

2nd outing was much better.

But unavoidable, I will still be left behind alone at times when he want to accompany the two of them.

Its really difficult for me to not feel like leaving.. and 成全 them.

they are already a pair, why do I have to be the one sacrificing to let my only partner accompany them?? =''(((..

bloggie.. what's left of me....

smile pls xj.. .. =]]

daisy blogged @ 6:55 PM

Blog bloggg!!

For the very first time, I really shopped at EBAY.
For the very first time, I grab my courage and clicked on the confirm order for overseas shipment! (despite the risk of getting wrong item /even not getting anything)
For the very first time, I used my PayPal account! Transferred money from i-banking to PayPal account. No fees were charged for DBS bank transfer.

USD22 for the item, USD22 for the delivery.
I did some research, it should be quite a catch out in the market!

18November2010. I made my payment after confirming with the seller that they do ship to Singapore.

Patiently, I waited.
Impatience grew, and counting down the days I should receive and comtemplating whether would there be any error in the shipment, lost carriage or something.
Everyday checked eBay and PayPal AND United States Postal Services for the same information. "In Progress".. "Shipment Accepted in LA"..

Oh yes, I am delighted with how convenient PayPal is! FOC bank transfers. Easy payment for eBay purchases. No credit card information needed. All you need to do is to enter your PayPal account username and password. And the way they present their services, just make you feel SECURE. They also have the buyer protection policy in place for further security to buyers.
In a way, you can think, that both the seller and buyer trade via PayPal account, and if anything goes wrong, PayPal can easily step in to help! I believe they might even just grab the Seller's money from their PayPal account & return me. haha, thats what i feel, thats how much security they give me. =D

PayPal also indicate the eBay transaction no., even the tracking no. and status for the delivery! (thats why i've been checking PayPal too)

OKOK enough said, the MOST exciting part is still how my sister passed the parcel to me at 9pm? I least expected that!! how "FINALLY" i told myself..

Cant control myself from jumping around!!

CANT WAIT to try it out!
So happy! everything looks good, item feels GREAT! =D

Alright, I shant beat around the bush anymore.

Hereby present the one I've been wanting for sooo long... ....

Babyliss Pro Ceramic Tools Curling Iron 1 1/4 Inch.

OKAY, I know you dont feel excite for just this iron curler. =P

But its all the online shopping, delivering from USA and most importantly, something that I always wanted. No words can describe my excitement.

I shall bath and try how this curler works now! HEH. xD

daisy blogged @ 9:49 PM

Ah Blog,

I am happy. Our communication turns out well this time. =)

daisy blogged @ 12:51 PM

The ability of compromising.

It is a very powerful ability when two people have not-so-perfect communication.
No two beings is perfectly compatible for each other.

whenever we see a pair that seem to be made perfect for each other, whether it is based on looks, personality, goals, or attitude, please do keep in mind that these are not the only factors that make the couple so great together.

Its the power of understanding, power of communication and definitely, power of compromising.

Dont ever think that to compromise is to lose part of yourselves! every relationship, be it friendship or love relationship, consists of infinite sacrifices. And why sacrifice? it is to keep the relationship going strong, physically and mentally.

Of course, talking about sacrifices, nobody can judge whether that one person is sacrificing too much or too little. Perhaps, by sacrificing, one gets to help the other succeed, whom in turn "compensate" by appreciating. <- Yes, appreciating is a powerful ability too!

What would be so bad about that? As I said, no one being is perfect, we live in harmony and lovingly because each of us take a step back whenever theres a dispute. Theres always a saying, why let one negative emotion takes charge and hurt our very precious loved ones? Its never worth it.

Indeed, I may envy that couple whom husband never ever win a fight before, not because he cant or that he's in the wrong, but just that he dont see a point in doing so when he has already won her heart.

However, sadly, in present and all common relationships, this is so hardly understood and achieved between couples. Yet we cant just conclude that these couples do not love as much as the said husband. But probably in a pointless way. or maybe that is how one understands more about each other? Love is just such a complicating subject, isnt it?

Coming back to compromising, one should not compromise if one feels taken advantage of or has been wronged very badly. While you compromise, there should be mutual respect for both parties, complete honesty in how you feel and think, and most importantly, you compromise for the good intention!!

What I believe is, if both parties are willing to take turns to compromise or even just a sincere "sorry" for the fight, take turns to resolve the dispute and initiate to heal each other (hugs and kisses! and a lot other tiny sweet actions~), of course with a good talk afterwards, each relationship will grow and deepen further in the soul and spiritual way, wont they?

Yes, I understand all the above statements may not be strong enough to represent every situation and every couple, and there would definitely be alot of "unless.." and "buts..", however, these are just what I am thinking and feeling at the very current moment! =]]

So, good luck to all couples, friends out there! =)

What do you think of the saying, "Dont be afraid to Love! Dont care about what others think, mushiness will never never be outdated! Slight revenge is a good thing, if it comes with a good intention." ?

daisy blogged @ 11:11 AM

no sound from him..
still playing?..
its late, you have to get up early tomorrow dear..
have slept?..
thats fast, or too tired to give me a message..

have been really "sian" this evening..
thought of having a talk with him, perhaps also some motivation to get started with studying.. but I forgot he was waiting for peiyi and charles.. and he reminded me by saying they are here..
so nothing i can do.. really stuffed up inside.. messaged friends.. didnt help much..

perservere. start reading and the mood will come. quoted.

daisy blogged @ 12:31 AM

hey bloggy..
right this second, im surprised that im here again.

Am I going back to my normal self?
that me who shares all my thoughts and everything with you, doesnt matter if any being is reading?
ya know, its always where you can just continue all day and night talking everything about yourself, and you know it will still be there, listening, without any complains, any messages-pop-up, any schedule but you. =D

the lens, right! it fits great! as my first pair! yes, it is not obvious as my family none found out yet! probably we have not gone out together for them to realise it under the sun. So i guess you know how well it blends in ! it does make my eyes slightly bigger and more define.
It would be near to perfect if I give points based on my way of life - "being natural".. probably I will try something bolder next time~
but it is soo dry to my eyes on the second day! I dont know did i cleanse it the correct way or was it soaked well enough, but it just make me feel uncomfortable less than 10 hrs, and even within an hr on the third day (today). hopefully it wouldnt cause any side effect.

I participated in a run yesterday for the first time in my life! no training, no anticipation, no excitement except when i was thinking that i will be using my new running shoes to run! had initially going to sign up for the 12km run, however slots were out for xgg's men 12km category. therefore I turn to the shorter 4.6km run. While bathing earlier on, I was thinking, could there be a chance that xgg done it intentionally?

It was yesterday, I see how bad the outcome would be if I had taken part in 12km. 1km or so through the route, I would be panting like hell, and jogged amusingly slow. Probably peiyi and oli will have to slow down every now and then to wait for me.. I would then be asking them to move on without me.. Perhaps they wont for the first 4km.. then they will head off cos its just overly slow.. and impossible for them to complete their target of completing the race within 2 hrs.. xgg would have been nowhere in sight even before our run.. that time, I would be dying for some mp3 for myself, whether for comfort or for companion, yes I would.. feeling everyone passing by me, everyone whom I think might have done worse.. yet I would still be trying hard to motivate my forever-so-weak legs to move faster.. therefore a mp3 to shut myself to myself would be ideal.. maybe till I am almost recovered I would run again..

Half way through, I would have seen no more shadows around, perhaps a few whom were there for morning jog/walk.. that point of time, I might be thinking of just changing my route to the exit of the trail, take a seat at the hut, pouting my lips while still trying to motivate my own mood.. which probably wont succeed especially after seeing them back, giving me a very surprise face asking why I came back and not complete the run.. ..

MAYBE i could still push myself to continue the run to the last round 4.6 route, but I really dont know how to imagine myself to seeing any Salomon runners there, be it 4.6 or 12km runner. Mascots probably have alot of time to cheer just for me, while I gave them a mere smile and look back at my own route.. hoping xgg dont come back to look at my pathetic state.. yet.. . I think I needed him.. I feel like crying now.. I dont know what I can do to reverse or change anything.. I jogged.. tears flow.. no one to see anyway.. should I take out the bib so they thought I am some other runner and not give comment? I think I would prefer xgg to bring me a sack to hide my face while they cheered (for sure) for me while I jogged/dragged myself past that finish line.. .. ..

My lips would be at very down moon-like position for the remaining time, the 3 probably still continuing chatting among themselves about the different amusing runners.. awkward a bit here and there.. xgg could also be thinking he shouldnt have brought me out.. that nothing they say would cheer me up.. ohhhhh that will be such a disastrous!!!! =XXXX

So xgg foresee everything, knowing that I hell cant challenge that run, and hell I wont run myself, and hell I wont let him accompany me when I know he very much very much prefer to run 12km.. .. I would probably stay at home myself.. thinking about their run and all that they are experiencing..

so that is why he kept the truth and run 4.6 with me..

Alright, but from my understanding, xgg wouldnt go to this extent for me yet.. .. ... so, really glad things turn out this way.. the only pity is xgg not being able to have the full run.. =(
but glad i completed the 4.6km, jogging non-stop for the last stretch! =D
so shant care about the disgraceful walking and panting during the run.. hee=x

wow.. this is long post..

Currently, I feel my life very empty. I want to fill something up in my life. shall see what I can do for that. =)

daisy blogged @ 11:14 PM

OLD BLOG!

haha. im being random here now!

Just finished my dinner, roast duck rice, and looking at my new item in front of me, I just cannot hide my excitement and since I have no one to share to (or rather I chose not), Im here!

"FreshKon Colors Fusion" - Sparklers, Brilliant Brown!

oops.. dear bf messaged me to bath, later!

alright, here I go again..
I have thought the box is something similar to the size of my dailies contact lens/one-day acuvue lens box, but when I was admiring it just now, I realise its so petite! rather cute I must say! =D

or is it just 'cos of blind love? =x

Alright, shall open it gently now!

LOL!
the box is sooooo much smaller than my clear lens box, yet the lens container itself is like 2 times larger ! I am amused..

Excited yet slight fear of wearing this coloury thing. hope it looks well and feels well! shall wait till the start of my holiday - 13th November to officiate this lens.

I bought two pair since I have different degree for each eye, total of $50, and uncle is kind enough to give me a free 60ml lens cleanser and lens case after hearing its my first time trying need-to-wash lens~ xiexiexie! appreciate sooo much as I had a hard time getting some samples/small bottle from bf and colleague..

Bloggy feels bored that I feel excited for just buying one stuff? Its just excites me for accomplishing one of the things on my to-get-list! like the very first period of excitement is after poly? Items Accomplished:(referring to my old excelworksheet "my wants")
- my first leggings
- external harddisk
- new accounts for savings
- debit card
Cool that I did it~ but still didnt get myself pantyhose, that type of shoes im thinking of - dont remember which type i was thinking of, & more clothings - will never be enough isnt it?

How can I be proud of myself so easily!
Nevertheless, there're still quite some stuffs I would like to geT! =DD

http://www.scriblink.com/index.jsp?act=phome&ld=1&rid=10075&cid=12838

tata~

daisy blogged @ 8:28 PM

love him for who he is.

Sounds so wow.. and yes I should be able to do it!

but truth says i hell cnt do it..

he swims wif her every other day.
was fine.

he pei her when she's down. till wee hours.
was fine.

he's worried and wanted me to act as her family to get her outta her disastrous job.
was fine.

he told her about me not wearing skirt. and ask her to bring me out for shopping.
was not fine.

everything repeats itself again week after weeks.
was not fine.

he's worried that she's at the void deck herself.
was not fine.

he asks her to be safe when he cant be there.
was not fine.

he clean her skates for hours.
was not fine.

he sent her home.
was fine.

he hugged her goodbye.
was NOT fine.

he placed his hand on her back.
was NOT fine.

he still meet her every other day when we only meet once, sometimes not even once a week.
was NOT fine.

he and she stayed at his house, his room more frequent than me, even more overnights than me.
was NOTNOT fine. regardless existence of any other people.

he says he can kiss her if he wants to.
was NOT fine.

she skates, and now she can swim (cos of him)
was not fine anymore.

he will be there for her whenever that someone is not there for her.
was not fine.

I cant believe im still trying to accept it.

i tot i succeed in convincing myself the other night.
that there were only strong friendship and no love/romance elements.
had he ever tot of my feelings?
yes, only mention to cut down the frequency. only mention.

i dont get what i ask from him. even just a simple eraser.

why is he so extreme?
sweet and sensitive.
cold and insensitive.

im tired. but i din slp. unable to let myself slp.

he assume i have slpt and say nights.
i have not replied.
nor have he confirmed it.

is this how he will fix things all his life?

i can marry him when he's so sincere to me.
i can break off in split second when he starts those again.
what shd i do?

mayb i was looking for a wild person.
mayb i was looking for a honest person.
mayb i was looking for a sweet and considerate person.
mayb i was looking for someone who cares for others.
mayb i was looking for someone who put me as his priority.
mayb i was looking for all-in-one.

we dun hav good timings at times.

say about fake smiley face. most of e smiley face i gave to u is to give in. but i wasnt smiling. do u noe? or do u even care?

everyone only sees u as a good catch. someone who treats me well.
no. i dont want a guy who tag along all e time and ask for my decision.
where's the heart who understand my needs and give me the best?

if say we cant change a person, do we select another person?

yet i still want him so much.. ..

if only i can be as insensitive as him.. and as non-expressive.. and make all the blunders and still din realise it.. mayb we will be happy forever...

alright.. tis post is written in a v v v v vv bad mood. nvm abt all..

daisy blogged @ 1:38 AM

Part of a Fool - Juwita Suwito

亲爱的部落格，

想了一想，有时情侣之间，真的是变幻莫测。
上一秒钟还很甜蜜，在下一秒钟可能就闹翻了。

我明白要经营一段感情是需要许多的心思与理解，也需要两方面完美的默契。
说起来真的真的好容易！
在相处的头两个月或许还蛮容易，因为双方还在认识彼此的阶段。
接下来的那几个月，似乎在考验着彼此了。。
是否性格会相冲？是否能明白彼此的需求？是否在争吵以后，还是有想要爱彼此的冲动？

一直以来，我都相信我们能一起走到好远好远的将来。
是你让我相信未来的可能。。

上一个礼拜六，我们之间因为个争吵而有了变化。
我们谁也没让步。。我承认我当时真的好气。。
气为何知道我不舒服却没有提早来看我。气虽收到我要出门的简讯，却因为朋友们没吃完而决定留下等他们。带着自己一个人去看望婆婆的想法出门，虽然还是硬拖了30分钟。心里另一个角落说或许他能刚好赶到。。却只收到他才正要离开的讯息。。再加上自己被家人催着要早些进新山，却硬要出门的心情。。脾气不好的我，真的气到了。。

我知道他也还觉得自己没错，坚信自己的想法与做法。。
我知道自己没说好自己赶时间是我不对，但我还是没法认同他。

在新山的时间，我都沉默着。
虽然彼此都没让步, 但还是想要传简讯对他说声抱歉.. 抱歉我们之间发生了这个变扭..可是最后还是阻止了自己..

如今,我们之间的问题还是没解决.. 或许只是我有问题..
-是因为那争吵他完全没让步吗?
-还是刚刚礼拜五他答应我每一个争吵都会让我, 第二天就没做到了?
-或者是,礼拜五晚上,他说了让我觉得太不受重视自己/女性的话?
-也可能,我不想生气,难过,失落的时候, 到最后都是自己做些事情让他把我的心情提升起来..(yes, he say need both hands to clap, but sometimes I have to use my other hand, grab his hand before it starts to clap well..)
-或许,在别人面前,我是个什么都不懂的小妹妹,可是, 在他面前,有时我感觉上就成为了姐姐.. 我不要.. 我不想做大女人,我宁愿做小女人,被他牵着走.. 我要以女朋友的身份照顾他, 不要以男朋友的身份照顾他..

现在, 我觉得我们有点难.. 可是我还是不想就这么放弃,这么结束..

我们还有好多好多事还没做!　＝［

我们还没有找到专属于我们的歌．．

还没有看完所有我们要看的电影．．

还没跟他学会跳一支舞．．

还没有买营帐，然后放在天台上玩．．

还没有教你韩语．．

还没有教会我英语．．

还没织完围巾．．

还没穿裙跟你出门．．　

还没跟你每个星期都运动．．

还没帮我整理好衣橱．．

还没换完我房里枯萎的花．．

还没有陪你下水游泳．．

还没跟你出国旅行．．

还没带你玩过山车．．

还没一起买一整套衣服，然后当场穿了出门．．

还没补完以前没交的新闻．．

还没陪你读完书．．

还没让我天天开心！．．

还没玩完arcade的tokens..

还没存够钱，然后一起大玩一天．．

还没．．爱够你．．．

daisy blogged @ 2:07 PM

Yay bloggy!

TO ME, attachment ENDS OFFICIALLY as of TODAY!!

that kind of relaxed mood is just like after you finish that very last paper of examination!~

I have gotten my pay, so able to pay off my lessons~
I get a 1 mth job offer, so able to go for a peaceful tour in SARAWAK!

yeah! I want to go there to stay far far away from city and everything that's troublesome.. 'cos I dont think I can have such chances if I officially start my working life!
that will be another... 30++ years before I can really relax again ??

I know, I cant bring everything that I want for the tour too....=[

Ahh, guess I will have to BOOK the tickets FIRST before I think about all these.. hope there's S$92 tickets left still! =xx

book now or few more days better? hmmmmm...

WANTED to meet up with ber, but she dont wanna come out.... she's not online tonight too!
IF BER sees this soon enough, how about sunday ? for a lunch? since last last last time angelina says wanted to meet us both too.. ~ or just both of us go out also will b great~ tell me soon~

OFF TO BED bloggy!

daisy blogged @ 11:34 PM

ah blog,

just finished clearing all my mails, FINALLY!

parts of my emails are from the horoscope newsletter, and it was really intended for just random horoscope viewing initially, but then realise they do have quite a number of interesting articles on life, friendships, work, stress, fun, love, etc~ or at least to me, some are interesting.. haha..

saw that capricorn profile, and find that quite a few points seem pretty related to me?
except for "always planning ahead" and stuffs.. http://www.californiapsychics.com/articles/Features/2967/Capricorn_Profile.aspx
haha.. oh well..

then, i saw these, which I dont know will it help anyone here.. but just post it still ~

If you want to improve your odds of success in love, there are three simple facts you need to face - whether we're single or in a relationship.
First, no one person is perfect.

Second, no matter how close they are to perfect, no one person is going to fulfill every need any of us has.

And third, each and every one of us changes over time.

Translation? Perfect today may not be so great down the road. Life ebbs and flows and requires the ability to adapt (read: no happily ever after). Likewise, "the one" is not some magical figure who will waltz into your life and effortlessly fit into it.

Shift your perspective~
Armed with this knowledge, it's time to create a new paradigm for love - and plan accordingly. What does this mean? First and foremost, it's recognizing that "the one" is whoever you choose them to be. That is not to say you can make someone love you or force yourself to love the person in front of you. Instead, it means that compatibility is the factor that best determines a relationship's longevity, not some external force or intense feeling of desire or "knowing." Stop looking for that sign from above and look for the sign from within.

How do you feel when you're with this person? Beyond starry-eyed and desirous, do you have the same goals? Do you communicate well with each other? Are you able to work through conflicts together? Can you see yourselves as a functioning, well-balanced pair in a life that would make both of you happy? These are the questions to ask yourself…

Of course, attraction is also important - vital even. But lust alone does not a successful pairing make. The ability to compromise may very well be the most important determinant of a couple's odds.

seriously need to start working on my report! 4 hours wasted! =S

gogogo~ happy everyone!

daisy blogged @ 3:51 PM