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hey bloggy its me again!

I did mention about the creation of you to xiaogorgor and ber,
but seems like they just dont know that I already started blogging something over here.

well, its fine also,
as I wont think so much about did they understood whats happening to me
or just treat it as normal story-reading.

alright, my reflections for today! silly.

I dont feel that bad now, about being bothered by whether will I have to sit alone again.
Its much stable whereby I know where I can sit and whom will I be sitting with when i reach the class.
After tutorial, I decided to give it a try and have break together with yg and his group of friends, cheryl and daniel, with abel joining later on.
I dont see hanging out with them as a possible thing before I let go of myself and went out with them as cheryl seems to be not as friendly and it just seems very weird hanging out with them, probably even be seen as tagging along behind them.
Definitely after saying so much, you should know that it doesnt went that bad afterall.
Perhaps due to the friendliness of Daniel, and a smile from Cheryl just make things much easier, though still didnt talk to cheryl much but at least I know she doesnt resent me.
So, lets say this tryout is successful?

Iceskating session in the night was great!
My dear marvin came over for leisure skating with me, its nice to see him after so long and I felt great communicating with him just like we've been this good all along.
Still, felt sorry that I couldnt multi-tasks well and left huiling and andrea out most of the time, probably towards marvin too.
That is why just love them being so nice still and doesnt seem much affected!

Realised that onehuman has shown interest in teaching us since last week, asking us whether do we have any teacher to guide us. As last week we had other teachers[anthony & shawn] with us, we didnt interact. Shawn has been so keen in showing his skills to us, and somehow I just feel that in the meantime of teaching me, he still doesnt want to lose any chances and want alittle something in return. Somehow he just suddenly wanted to show me the faster speed skate and since I dont see any problems, I let him pull me around. cos With the gloves, it doesnt feel much about the holding of hands.

Earlier on tonight, onehuman tried to teach me snow plough brake, and his method of teaching is that he skate backwards and held my hands at e same time. Alright, it might have been that he just being nice just in case I fell. If yg is there, I guess he might just pull me away again. laughs.

It was then! with reasons that I dont quite remember, he took my hand and skate me around the rink. After that, he ask whether im able to balance myself, so I think his reason for pulling me around is to check whether im able to balance myself when I skate at a faster speed?

Probably im just thinking too much, that the two guys i mention are somehow similar in some ways. chuckles. Whatever it is, nothing much to care about.

Onehuman, why do you need to receive message from me when I reach the rink next time?
If so, shouldnt you be the one giving out the number?

I like the dinner, just for the pure reason that im with marvin, xgg and huiling. =]

daisy blogged @ 2:08 AM