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Thursday, May 8
Oh no bloggie,
2nd half of today, my mood fell down.
it always drop so easily, making myself feel so weak, uncontrollable of what my mood is taking over.
I think it really just isnt right to meet xgg's jie,
like what ive told him before, uncomfortable.
I couldnt really figure out whats the main problem for this kind of reaction.
Been thinking about it on my way home.
Probably due to a couple of little stuffs that's added up?
or maybe our relationship quite weird ?
Anyway, even though heard a lot of stories about her from xgg, it doesnt mean we're close.
In addition to so much contradicting stuffs that i heard from xgg.
Something like xgg say she wont blablabla or anything, but yet her actions doesnt chime in with it?
Probably so it just set some kind of perspections of her?
Then again, it might also be I cant get as high as her, so i cant reciprocate her over-friendliness.
That might have made it worse, treating me like she and i are close, asking me for help for what?
Sorry, but who is xiaojiejie? im not xiaojiejie, alright?
All these negative reactions might not be that bad, if i never hear much about her.
But seeing her as a new friend, and not out of e sudden, we've skipped to some weird stage.
Sorry, but im just someone filled with evil thoughts and evil actions, dragon-temper, selfish, someone who doesnt want to entertain.. and unable to smile when my heart cant do that too..
Sorry i attitude-ed xgg's dear jie.
And im not blogging for it to be solved.
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